Monday, May 10, 2010

An unexplained feeling...


Well,

this may sound weird.

But

still I have to say:

I'm in love ♥♥♥


with the smell and atmosphere of the hospital!!!


  Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim, Sungai Petani

 The lobby

 Pondok Police

 SOPD

  The corridor 



Saturday, May 8, 2010

太迟了吗?



前几天看了一部动漫,
交响情人梦,
唤回了我内心深处对钢琴的思念。。。
已有多久没有好好的弹钢琴了呢?
自离家出来念书到现在,已经有4年了。
只有假期回家时,才会偶尔弹弹而已。
刚巧,上星期housemate向朋友借了一台移动钢琴,放在客厅。
(赚到了!嘻嘻。。。)
加上看了那部动漫,
所以,最近都在疯狂的弹琴。

不知从何时开始,弹琴能为我带来一种莫名的快感。
就算再累,只要坐在钢琴前面,
所有疲倦都会消失,所有烦恼也能忘了!
下星期要考试了,现在的我,本该埋头苦读的,
现在居然在埋头苦练钢琴!
只要一坐在钢琴的椅子上,就会坐上最少2个小时!
以前的我,应该会为读少了点而内疚吧。
可我并没有,反而还陶醉着,乐在其中呢!
相反的,我内疚。。。

因为我居然荒废了它4年!!!
是4年啊!!

现在的我,技术远远不如从前。
荒废了4年,现在连一个grade 5的学生还不如,实在是惭愧之至!
如果没有记错,我从2年级开始学琴,直到初中5,整整有10年了!

还记得小学每年都要填写志愿册,
每个人都必须填上3个志愿,
而我,每年都会填上同样的回答:
第1个,我都会写“医生”。
第2个,我就会写“钢琴师”。
第3个,。。。。。 (忘了!)

而到了中学,
不知是荷尔蒙作祟,还是叛逆期到了,我并没有用心弹琴。
常常觉得练琴是一个负担,一个功课。
我练琴,是为了考试,并没有好好用心的把它练好。

然而,之后到外地念书,就根本没有机会弹琴了。
我居然开始怀念。。。
可是,我必须感谢妈妈,让我有这个机会接触钢琴。
只是当时的我没有好好把握机会,时间,把它练好而已。

人啊,总是这样,永远不懂得珍惜眼前,
要到失去了以后,才懂得去珍惜。

我好后悔,为什么当初没有好好珍惜时间,好好练习呢?
我后悔,后悔这4年也没有好好想办法,好让它维持下去。
我想弹得一手好曲!!
我想回到我本来应该在的程度,然后更上一层楼!!
我想继续练琴!!
然后实现以前的愿望。。。
可以吗??



交响情人梦



Saturday, April 10, 2010

Love life



Life is full of obstacles and failures.
So, what have you done when you face that? You feel down? You feel abashed? You feel hatred? You blame yourself, blame others? Or you give up?
Yet, do you realize that at the same time, at a different place, there is always a group of youths who have never given up, striven very hard to live their life on? Yes, they are the unlucky ones, having cancer even in such young age. They were created unintentionally with some errors such that they have to live their life with the default genes, which lead them a miserable life.
Ask yourself, if you didn’t have long time left to live, how would you approach life? Do you think you can handle it? Well, I guess the answer is NO.
However, they do not blame, they accept it, take it as part of their life and they even encourage others. In fact, they are like me and you, they dream, they have ambitions, but they know that dreams will never come true.
Yet, deep in their heart, they pray very hard for a longer life, even an extra second to make them a step closer to their dream.
They are like the small warriors, fighting for every single second of life. Even only with little time left, they live their life fullest because they love life.
Don’t you ever experience this? With little failure, feels that the whole world betrays you. You as a healthy person, do you feel ashamed when compared yourself to them?
Life is short and will never be repeated. Everyone in the world is unique by themselves. So, please love your life.
I love my life. Would you too cherish your life, live your life to its fullest for them?

Love life 珍爱生命 永不放弃